as usual.....

its after 1am and i cant sleep. i was listening to music and lily allens "smile" came on (yes i guess i am vindictive by nature) and i realised i had never seen the film clip so jumped on youtube. i felt totally transported back to the chaos of last year. how i was just left feeling totally alone. i hope it all came back to him tenfold, but i highly doubt it. instead i can just enjoy the song LOL.

i was talking to someone the other day about what i want in a partner and really the only criteria (apart fromt he fact that they get alone with my girls) was that they had a job and could support themselves....i know terribly high expectations....well while listening to music on the way to a session this morning i realised i have something to add to that. i want someone who feels this way about me...

“Alive With The Glory of Love” Say Anything
When I watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing…yeah.
Right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view…oh, yeah….
Of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows, but we ignore that, yeah.
You're lovely baby, this war is crazy, I won't let you down…oh, no no….

No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Oh, no…I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
No, oh no, no, no….

And when our city vast and shitty falls to the Axis, yeah…
They'll search the buildings, collect gold fillings, wallets, and rings…oh, yeah.
But Miss Black Eyeliner, you'd look finer with each day in hiding, oh yeah…
Beneath the wormwood, ooooo, love me so good…
They won't hear us screw away the day.
I'll make you say:

“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”
“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”

(No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Whoa, no…I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…)

Our Treblinka is alive with the glory of love….
Treblinka, alive with the glory of love! Yeah!

(Ok, speed it up….Go!)

Should they catch us and dispatch us to those separate WORK camps.
I'll dream about you, I will not doubt you with the passing of time….Oh, yeah.
Should they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullets, yeah.
I'll know my purpose: this war was worth this. I won't let you down…

No, I won’t….
No, I won’t….
No, I won’t….

(Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…)
Hell no, no…Whoa, no, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you….Hell, no, no.
No! No!


even better a guy who can sing it

Jess (who should really try sleeping one of these days)