teary...

i have been feeling on the verge of tears most of the last two days. for starters i think im comming down with the flu. not to mention doing back to back sessions all week and then on top of that not being able to sleep properly and ACOCP work piling up as well as the sheer volume of sessions i need to proof....i think im completely and utterly exhuasted.

i really feel the need to be able to just sit down and have a huge cry. when i get home i am so going to sit in my jammies for 2 days, watch the office and friends and eat ALOT!!!

im in desperate need of a holiday.

and todays song lyrics are from a song i listed to sooooooo much after the shit hit the fan with last years disaster and the biggest mistake i ever made.

Jess.

"Nothing At All" Kasey Chambers

One was the light in a candle
Two was the colour of the rain
Three was a fall in deeper
Four was a cry and shame
Five was a shiver in the winter
Six was a losing card
Seven was the hope I would never fall too hard

One was a breath under water
Two was a crash and burn
Three was a ghost of the lover
Four was a lot to learn
Five was the livin' in a cradle
Six was a mercy cry
Seven was the hope you would never say goodbye

You win
I lose
You leave with nothin' to prove
You rise, I fall
I leave with nothing
Nothing at all

One was a faith in a sorrow
Two was a waste of a dream
Three was a life in a bottle
Four was the last to believe
Five was a break in the weather
Six was back to the start
Seven was the hope it would never go this far

You win
I lose
You leave with nothin' to prove
You rise, I fall
I leave with nothing
Nothing at all

I was your waste time
You were my angel wing
I was your falling star
You were my everything

You win
I lose
You leave with nothin' to prove
You rise, I fall
I leave with nothing
Nothing at all

You win
I lose
You leave with nothin' to prove
You rise, I fall
I leave with nothing
Nothing at all

Nothing at all, Nothing at all
Nothing at all, Nothing at all